Emotional Endings

I can't even try to arrange getting a ride without the conversation turning into an emotional subject. Everything I say has to lead to me being too tired to function or not being able to think straight. Apparently I'm always the one who is lacking sleep and is so busy and needs to get my priorities straight. Has it ever occurred to you that you could be the same way?

It begins with one thing, something on a happy note and ends with another in a disappointing, angry tone. (see what I did there?)

I really wish I had a lock on my door. I wish I could just for a couple hours and not have to deal with the horrible suspense that you could pop in any moment you want to "talk to me" and by that, I mean talk at me. I try to say something, you twist it around until it becomes something you want me to say. I end up saying it just to satisfy your needs. And still you wonder why I have the hardest time speaking to you.

Unlike my sister, I have a lot more trouble speaking fully from the heart with you. With others I find it quite easy, but with you, it is absolutely difficult if not, impossible.